Lyle the webmaster of beyondmorningsickness.com sent me this book and the diary of the author of this book during her 4th pregnancy. I read the diary in one sitting (it was huge) and it made me feel comforted that someone else has the same feelings I have. I do not feel like I need to explain those right now but it gave me great comfort that I can do it.
He also sent me a 100.00 gift card for amazon.com to find something to help me. I was excited about this and after much thought I decided I am going to buy myself a very nice blanket to cuddle with while I am sick to keep me warm and make me happy. It is a small pleasure for me. I currently do not have blanket big enough to cover me and stay warm.
thank you lyle
What is hyperemesis? Hyperemesis is defined as: Hyperemesis gravidarum (from Greek hyper and emesis and Latin gravida; meaning "excessive vomiting of pregnant women") is a severe form of morning sickness, with unrelenting, excessive pregnancy-related nausea and/or vomiting that prevents adequate intake of food and fluids.
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
8 weeks tomorrow
today has been a very hard day. brad stayed home from work because he was still sick, i made him sleep on the couch last day. i could not have him in bed moving around or making noises, it would have made me throw up. he had a doctors appointment at 10am and they put him on antibiotics, steroids, and breathing treatments, and well he still can not breathe. i had a dentist appointment at 11am my mom took me to. the acid in my throw up knocked out a big filling. they were suppose to do a temporary fix but it was so bad they had to do a filling. my dentist is great and did it in 30 minutes! it was not so bad though i felt like i was going to die.
then off to do blood work to see if i need a feeding tube. please pray that i don't. i was 6th in line and it took 45 minutes before my blood was drawn. i really thought the world was ending and even saw spots. the blood taker lady felt horrible and made sure i made it to the car. i got to the car and told my mom to hurry home I was going to die (of course all while I was drooling because I was numb). made it home and into bed, i feel like death. i just feel like i can't do this. i asked brad if he thought this was still a good idea and he said yes. i am not sure i agree.
then off to do blood work to see if i need a feeding tube. please pray that i don't. i was 6th in line and it took 45 minutes before my blood was drawn. i really thought the world was ending and even saw spots. the blood taker lady felt horrible and made sure i made it to the car. i got to the car and told my mom to hurry home I was going to die (of course all while I was drooling because I was numb). made it home and into bed, i feel like death. i just feel like i can't do this. i asked brad if he thought this was still a good idea and he said yes. i am not sure i agree.
Monday, January 30, 2012
my hubby is sick
my husband came home from work with the flu, what bad timing, he is a man and thinks the world is ending, I am not sure he could handle hyperemesis he says he can not handle another hour of it. he is curled in fetal position moaning!
5th disease
a few weeks ago my oldest daughter got 5th disease, last week my youngest daughter got 5th disease. so i had to go get tested for it since it is very dangerous for the baby in my tummy. i did blood work 2 weeks ago and the doctor finally called with the results this morning. i had 5th disease as a child therefore i can not get it again. amazing what blood work can tell you. i am happy and thankful this is one thing i currently do not have to deal with.
bath
i am going to bath today, i am going to bath today, i am going to bath today, i am going to bath today, i am going to bath today, i am going to bath today, i am going to bath today, i am going to bath today, i am going to bath today, i am going to bath today..................i figured if i tell myself enough times i will have the energy and strengthen to do it! It has been long overdue and every day i try to do it and start throwing up and give up. this throw up needs to get out of my hair, brad said he could wash my hair in the sink but standing up leaning my head over I might pass out! i am going to do it today before my nurse comes out to change my dressings. i have to go to the dentist tomorrow and get my tooth fixed and do blood work, oh please let me survive the next 48 hours!
Sunday, January 29, 2012
toilet
i throw up in the toilet today while brad and the girls were at church instead of my bowl and it was really gross, water splashed on my face, i am sticking to my bowl.....................i am so sick of throwing up! please give me a break tomorrow!
Tears
everyone knows i am not a tearful person, i pretty much never cry but as i opened my e-mail last night and this morning i was filled with letters of support from woman as far as Scotland offering support and love who has suffered through hyperemesis. the web master named Lyle on a website about hyperemesis and a book called, beyond morning sickness, had these woman contact me. it was emotional and brought tears to my eyes of the love and support these woman have for us sisters fighting or have fought this battle against hyperemesis. i thank you!
24 hour update on throw-up-----------10 times, ended the night with 3 bouts of stomach acid coming up! hoping for a better day :)
24 hour update on throw-up-----------10 times, ended the night with 3 bouts of stomach acid coming up! hoping for a better day :)
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