Wednesday, January 25, 2012
so i feel like death, i do not remember it being this bad. i am so sick and can not do anything or even move. i throw up all the time, i never eat or drink, and I am stuck to an iv pole! when brad got home from work last night i asked him when he would like me to make his appointment for his vasectomy. a good time would be right after the baby is born when he has a week off. i told him i too was going to do some kind of permanent birth control so that we are double protected, i do not want an accident happening. do you know what he said to me? he said.................i am not sure if we are done! i yelled, what? he said he is leaving it in gods hands how many children we have. i told him i could not mentally or physically handle being pregnant again. he said only god knows what i can handle, that i do not know what i can handle. i told him i can not even handle this pregnancy and he laughed at me and said i was doing amazing he doesn't know any other woman that could do what i do. i had no clue what to say, there is no way in hell i am doing this again! excuse the language, maybe he needs another wife!